The apartment hunting is beginning again, although amazingly I'm not overly upset about it. I really do think that I would have been perfect for the last roommate share, but they chose someone else and I can definitely understand that. I hate to say it, especially since I know that compared to many, MANY people in New York City, my lifestyle doesn't even approach wild, but that I am on the wilder end of the average upper 20's crowd who are making their mark in industry. I don't know for sure that's the reason why I wasn't chosen, but I can guess, even though they did seem to like me quite a bit.

Tomorrow I'm trying to set up appointments, and from there, I'll make it up as I go along. I think I actually do want a roommate who's cool - I need more female companionship in my life and I hope that would fill that need.

In the meantime, I'll have a quiet weekend in, avoiding the people I know in case my RNR shows up, and work on the more important things in my life - accepting my job, learning what I can, and finding a new place. I may be lonely, but that's hardly new, and I'll work on it one day at a time, so to say (though I'm not hitting AA :)).