Ok, I spoke too soon. Two more people gone out of a total of 12, and we're back to doing workflow on a rotating basis and it hurt. I took a day off to cry and emote and let all of the pent-up angst come through, since I wasn't laid off, but knowing those who were and knowing how tenuous a job can be in this world (not like that's news, but knowing it and seeing it is different).

I made it through alright, and heard from others that things are as tense on their side. I know that things are the same, and I'm working to stay positive, but I also remind myself that this is growing up. This is how it should be, and anything on top is gravy.

This week has been hard for that, since we were blindsided by someone on maternity leave basically been let go, but I hope this will be the last for a while. Time to hang on, look for the best, and move on.