It's been a long time yet again.  Reorganizations, loss and additions of personnel, and all I can think is that I'm lucky that I am still in the same place with colleagues who I trust. In corporate America nowadays if you can say things are at least working toward functionality it is a definitive positive.

As for my personal life, it's reached the point where most of my friends who will marry are doing so, even though in my case I've given up any marriage/relationship towards just maintaining myself and the stress and dealing that I've fallen mostly out of touch with those who are marrying, much to my regret.

There's too much to take in now, too much to say, and far too much to share publicly, but at least I'm here, I'm making a good effort, and hopefully in time I can regroup and work on making some changes that don't depend on my job.  I'm ok with that.