Today is better, thanks to a good friend.  It still dragged and it was one of my bad days in another way, but at least tomorrow's Friday.  I'm still terribly anxious and upset, but I'm hanging on.  Next week I'm getting the last of my doctors' appointments done so at least I'll be up to date for the first time in 2 years, even if I'm not healthy. 

My progress isn't as much as I'd like, but hey, I'll take anything positive at this point.