I'm feeling a little better after sharing in group and getting some sleep this morning. I'm off from work today and Monday, and heading to Jersey, so hopefully spending time with my family and having a long weekend will help to normalize my emotions a bit more.

In the meantime I've still been doing what I'm supposed to, working (even though I fell asleep at work again, dammit!), resting as much as possible, and I finally got my 60 day coin on day 71. So for now I'll just focus on enjoying the weekend, try not to overthink things, and start a new to-do list to occupy myself and continue to get my life in order. Someday this will pass and I'll believe it's worth it again.