There is a world where every move I made wouldn't involve a backlash ten times worse. I wish I was in that one. I was finally recovering from the cold/bacteria/whatever, and then severely pulled a muscle in my left leg trying to take a bath to ease the pain of a mild strain.

I also know me. I have delayed reactions, and the past week can cause an explosion of anger, even postponed anger. How in the hell could this have happened? Why should I have to explain myself (although I understand why someone would ask, I would in their place)?

It's been worse but the options seem to be either completely repressing the anger that is omnipresent or letting it out. I snapped at my coworker last Friday; I never do that. I'm sarcastic, explanatory, patient, and generally pleasant on a normal day. I was PMSing, but I don't want to break again through the pain my temporary muscle pull is causing. I'll rest as best I can and hope it will be enough.