I'm tired, despite having made an effort for weeks to be rested. I also have managed to survive nonetheless while realizing how futile surviving is. I see the same requests come in over and over while having bankers complain time and again that we're not doing it right but they never send in the actual instructions. I work back and forth between Manhattan and Brooklyn with no benefits for doing so.

On the plus side I made a meatloaf again so I actually ate and basically threw everything but the kitchen sink at it with scallions, onion, parsley, and garlic, and didn't cut myself this time. Someday I might learn to do this right. It just requires me to be healthy and functional, you know, those things  I can't do.