Ok, I'm beyond burned out, to the extent that I've just taken the past two days to sleep since I can't keep going any more. Hell, I'm not sure I can make it tomorrow.

 I should have known this was coming, between the general abuse this job has given, my period arriving, and my colleague leaving, which I made myself be "normal" for.

But I'm angry and upset which for me is a toxic mix. The basics likely come from growing up with both of my parents being teachers. Every year we got two months and a few weeks in between to recover. Now the only time I get to recover is in the hospital. At this point I think that being fired might be a blessing in disguise. After 15 years of fighting I'm tired and ready to have an excuse.