I guess I have a new direction if I want to invest $15,000 and learn Python. Data scientist is sort of close to librarianship as I think it involves analysis of data and classifications, so that may be the direction to head in even though I barely have energy to get through the day. 

Honestly, I'm more excited about the pineapple coconut cake I baked that is light as a feather and tastes absolutely amazing. 

Tomorrow I have another telemed appointment with my endocrinologist and since I got my blood results back I know why my thyroid is constantly producing T4 and T3 without pituitary assistance. Graves disease for sure, since it runs in the family and the antibodies that were in my blood are proof that I've inherited it. I'll just keep hoping it's manageable and maybe contributing to my complete lack of motivation, maybe it's something that will get better. Something has to eventually.