Aargh, where did the weekend go? It seems like I blinked and it was gone, and although I was productive I feel like I don't have enough time for all of my hobbies in addition to the basics of catching up on errands. I keep reminding myself that this was normal, I lived this way for 15 years of my life prior to this, and that I will always resent it on some level, but it's better than unemployment!

Among the other things I don't miss? Dreaming. One of the best things about drinking every night was that I didn't remember most of my dreams, and the ones I did had the volume turned way down. Now that I've been sober about three years I've just been dealing with the nightmares, and they have decreased compared to what they were in my early 20's, but god, I hate it. It sucks out emotional and physical energy that I should be getting through sleep and makes the days that much harder.

Oh well, so be it. Time to get ready for another likely crazy week at work and carve out a time to call the real estate agent and see if there's any word on a second floor apartment opening up. It's been a month and a bit since I saw the first one and I at least need an update. Goals for the week. I can do this.