I should know better than to watch The Avengers. Not because of the content, or that it is a really great movie, nor because of Joss Whedon. But every time I see I see it I also see the building I used to work in. And the other one I saw outside of my window from my first apartment's bedroom. Reminding me that I'm no longer living and working in NYC which just guts me every time. 

It's every punctured dream I ever had and still makes me cry. Some day I might be okay with it. Today I'm not.